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Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame ja nakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo
Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself
Well, don't worry buddy, I don't like to moan when I tell people to use Google.
Simply put, your pale wings (i.e. your fragile mind) is tired. The world has come to a standstill in your mind, as if not moving anymore. The blue sky (the Invisionfree forum) is too much to encompass because the level of difficulty in obtaining the materials necessary for completion of your task is above the normal "measure" so to speak. All I can recommend is for you to 'smile for yourself' because that is the true way to freedom, the happiness of your internal being, whether it be a soul, or an empty pit of darkness.
I could apply the Socratic method to this thread in order to better show thou the error of your ways, but life and liberty both require that I not agitate the masses, for agitation is the road to sin and denial, and ultimately unforgivable death. One must never give up in the continuous fight to educate the masses, yet one must also keep the level of humility and dignity expected of a being in this dimension.
In short, no, I won't help you. Thread remains open to see what others will do.
"Workers of the world unite; you have nothing to lose but your chains." -Karl Marx